Times like these
so hard to find
when both can feel the same
when things are just so hard to explain
its a blessing felt that lightens the heart
and thankfulness sets in place of emptiness
heartwrenching in a hmmm
nice way

Sometimes I really wanna have a better control of myself
especially when it comes to agitation
I suck at it man
=(

I guess there's a lot of things I've gotta work on
baby steps baby steps
oh yes
and a few loose ends to tie (shit la)
first time I met someone who needs more assurance than I do *smiles*

Running out




Nicest moments ever
to have your close friend closer than ever
seeing the support they give
especially in crucial decisions like these
they think for you
they think with you =D

All smiles
came home happy
tired but happier than ever before

Yes, its worth it




Why




come to think of it,
searching your messy wallet really reminded me of something.
it felt like three years ago.
HAHAHAHA.
when i was searching for the notes in your messy file.
tsktsk.
seems like you're still the same.
and its nice to remember such random instances. =D




smiling a lot more these days
sometimes wondering why

seeing soooooooooooooooooo much
hope all is slow

good interpersonal skill
does not mean good speaker
its also important to be a good listener
i guess people tend to forget the subtle sides these days

i barely remember




that day was a great loss for us
i pray for her peace

oh what a day =D
small small stuff puts a smile on my face

been a terrible weekend
feeling really upset over everything
yet not having the heart to stay mad
honestly, things that hurt most are caused by disappointments

its tiring for the heart when disappointments and the thought of being left out creeps in
the feeling of not being thought of is scary - it felt more than i expected
maybe too much was said
or too much was done
until i tell myself; nevermind
sometimes i really don't know what else to say

so far away
can't blame ya
then in cases when i eagerly wait for them

too much to handle




that was the most honest email ever sent
maybe one day things will revert back
things change, don't they?
well, i'm hoping time will change things back
sincerely hoping

maturity of a friend
maturity of oneself
at that time, the gap was a tad bit too wide
reread those lines
consisted big words which seem so unimportant and was given too little notice in the past;
difference in perspectives
make decisions for yourself
its for your own good
i don't wanna tell you what to do
please don't force me
i can't, i'm crying
i can't believe you did this to me
you know i wouldn't that's why its easy for you
thanks for talking
thanks for loving
there are things i can give up for you but this is too much
i don't want you to lie to me
you taught me to love better
we're friends on FB right? - my favourite

its not a regret
its been a year
like how the lines drawn with a pencil fade with time
i can barely see it
but the piece of paper i'll always keep

made with love




pity
sympathy
empathy

one has got so much more to learn

anybody vs somebody

i have no idea how many times i've said nevermind to myself

'i'll still talk to you soon'
one of the sweetest, comforting and reassuring messages i've missed receiving

what do you live for?
does finding out the reason willing to die for makes the question easier?
hmmmmmmm.

its getting dark