Bowlinggg
Wednesday, December 26, 2007 | 10:25 PM
& the story continues,
i just have ALOT OF THINGS to say to you all . i really want this sistership to come back . but then , i dont have the courage to tell you all . peining , you already dont treat us as sisters le . T.T when i saw it on your blog , you know how much my heart ached ?? its perfectly alright if you dont feel anything . but , after everything we've been through , i just cant forget and let it go . maybe for some of you , it doesnt really matter anymore . haiz~i just hope eveything would be just as wonderful as before . sometimes you all see me having so much fun , but you all never know when i just smiled for the sake of smiling . to tell you all the truth , this year , all the smiles you all saw wasnt my real smile . until the day when all 8 of us went out . i miss those times . look at the state we're in now . the shining ray is getting smaller and smaller le . you all were the ones who built me up . and you all were also the ones who tore me down . i have loads of things to tell you all . but then , i know no one would bother to listen anymore. it hurts deep inside . the pain is unbearable . and the scar you 7 left on me would imprint there forever . its hard to give up on something you've loved and thought it would last forever . coz , its a thought . then you realise that it was never true . T.T im just crying in front of the computer now , feeling helpless . i've been thinking through . very hard . but i know very clearly that we 8 sisters will not come back anymore . so im here , to thank you all for all the memories that you 7 gave me . though 8 sisters has lasted for only 2 years , it seems as if 10 years had passed . many stuffs had happened . and we been through them together . helping each other all we can . now , everything shattered . nothing but memories and heartaches are left . BUT FOR EVERYTHING YOU 7 HAVE GAVE ME , FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID TO COMPLETE 8 SISTERS AND LETTING IT LAST FOR 2 YEARS , I FEEL REALLY BLESSED TO HAVE KNOWN YOU ALL . STILL , YOU ALL ARE THE GREATEST THING THAT ANYONE CAN EVER GIVE ME . I'LL STILL LOVE MY 8 SISTERS . AND LET THESE MEMORIES STAY .[ you just dont understand what im going through]
meiqi
i'll remember you all !!
iloveyou!
