Bowlinggg
Saturday, February 16, 2008 | 7:08 PM
& the story continues,
i'll have to do some composition test on monday . T.T so i've read many books and now , its MY turn to write one compo . i'm trying to use all the stuff mdm noreha gave me . YAYS !! i'll start .What Did I Do Wrong... ?i laid back in bed as i felt those little droplets falling from my swollen eyes and onto the sides of my sunken cheeks , thinking of all the burdens i had . someone whom i treated as my best friend , my sister that god didnt give me had hurt me for the pass few lonely days . she left me . left me alone and i felt totally ignored . as these thoughts went through my confused mind , my tears fell even more . i dont even know what i've done wrong . for the pass 3 years , we were great friends . until recently , she started off by giving my cold, icy stares whenever i called out her name . those icy stares penetrated into my heart deep down inside me . i always feel a terrible sharp pain inside of me . now , she wouldnt even look at me . i felt as if i could just cry out to her . but she did not even give me chance to do so . i felt totally helpless . every single day , i was ignored , i was seen as invisible . i reminisced that that day , when she was suppose to wait for me , i waited for her for a very long time . then i saw her coming down the flight of stairs with another group of friends and just walked pass me without even a glance . i was greatly astounded . shocked to know that she was capable of being so cold-hearted . after which , i gave up and walked away with heavy footsteps and a heavy heart . that night , i just couldnt sleep . i do not even know what i have done to her . no explanation given to me , no nothing . i tossed and turned on my warm bed but did no effect on me . i felt clammy cold all over . even the blanket was of no use . suddenly , there was an urge for me to dump everything out to someone to share this heavy unbearable burden of mine . my knight in the shining armour appeared . my senior, sally, called me for a chat ! she was astonished when she heard my shaky voice . " what happened to you ? why do you sound so weak ?" and she went on and on bombarding me with loads of concerned questions . i started sobbing again . its really terrible when i though about the bad happenings now and the beautiful past that flashes through my mind ." i..i..i.." i stammered as the small droplets of salt water welled in my eyes . " i think our friendship is getting from bad to worse. "well, i guess she knew what i meant . she tried consoling me with her gentle words . however , it made the situation worse . as she spoke , torrents of tears flowed fast and free . i kept silent for quite a long time . like a knife piercing deep into my heart , i could feel the sharp pain that hits my heart everytime Sally mentioned her name . its heartbreaking . i guess Sally really understands what im going through . and im really grateful that she was willing to share my heavy burden . she adviced me well and by 12am , it was time to put down the phone . i wiped my eyes and nose and asked myself again . "what did i do wrong ? "END OF COMPO !![ you said forever ]
meiqi
i'll remember you all !!
iloveyou!
