Bowlinggg
Sunday, September 7, 2008 | 9:04 PM
& the story continues,
hello everyone.sorry, i was lazy to update my bloggy throughout the holiday. =x i'll start with tuesdayyyy!miaoy and zhijun came to my house coz they decided to do SS and history. LOL! i don't wanna update much coz i wanna get back to my NOVEL. XD wednesday, yina was being retarded and told me she couldn't go bowl with me and stacey coz she had a fever. dang it. =.=! so i met stacey at tampines safra. its been a long time since i went bowling with my mummy. so yea. i did enjoy myself man. ^^ hahaha. after that, both of us waited for the pool table to be vacant. and guess what? =.=! there's a young couple playing and they took YEARS to complete one game. i think mummy got fed up. HAHAHA! anyway, had a game of pool. she won. HAHAHA! then waited for her daddy to come and fetched me home. SO NICE. =) well, it was raining rather heavily and they they were very nice to fetch me. well, i hope next year we can be in the same jc.(that depends on me actually. coz her studies are goood =/) then thursday. i think i was chatting with jiaxin online. LOL! she is SOOOO FREE everyday. =x online from morning till i don't know when. haha. the whole thursday was boring. coz i had tuition after that. =.=! well. at least i know i did some work. OH YA! thursday was the day i finished all my homework. LOL!. ahwell. that's about it.friday seems more exciting. at least, in the night. my whole family went to The Chevrons. YAYYY! played many games of pool and went to the karaoke area. and we had 1 dozen of yummy chicken wings. ^^ then went to hear the live band thing. the two ladies had great voices man! *envy* hahaha. my dad went out and brought in my Mr Shuaige. HAHAHAHA! zhongquan kor was there. tskkkkk! damn. to think he's my youngest cousin in my dad's family and he's what? 20++, working in the air force. DANGZZZ. aiyah. as per normal. he kept disturbing me. he complains that i'm overgrown(coz he's shorter than me). LOL! anyway, he challenged me in pool. LALALA~! i won. =DDDD then he was super guailan with my mum. my dad gave him a glass of beer. then he drank it of coz. after that when he was going off, he took out car keys damn it. WTH. and my mum asked him whether he drove. he said yes. LOL! zzzzzz. he claims he did not drink and drive. coz he drink first then drive. wahlao. so lame. ah well. 4 of us stayed there till about 12.30am. and then headed home. yesterday was =.=! i had tuitionnnnnnnnn. zzzz. saw marissa and chiamin at mac. then went to chongkeng's house. tuitioned for 2 hours and got home by 3pm. read my novel. then went for dinner and stuff. went to ikea and ate again. hahahaa. its normal. then saw zhijun! ^^ by 10++, came home, read my novel till 1.30am. LOL! today was much better. at least i got to do what i love doing. and YES! i finished my novel. LOL! named Oceans Apart. now mum and brother's reading them =x i went to eunos for breakfast with my family at like 9am? then proceeded to E!Hub for my KUKCC training. for some GRC competition. XD then by 12, training ended. was SOOOO tired. but my mum wanted to walk around. zzz. so yea. then went for lunch at BBQchicken. me and brother treat! coz tomorrow's daddy's birthdayyyy! woohoos. we played that number game. =.=! i think they are hooked on it. till 2++, went to civil service club for training. at farrer park. HAHAHA! well, today everyone came. HAPPY! yina too! she cut her hair. =x and annabel who came with a spoilt handphone. =x tsktsk. aish, jarren, lucas too. and today we have a newcomer! he's 24, from thailand. WOW! hahaha. he's a spinnerrrrr! i love spinners! love the way the ball spins its way down. sadly, i'm not cut for that. HAIZ. OH YA! this morning, during the KUKCC training, there was a spinner with us. zhiwei i think. had a freaking 8 strikes in a row. OMGOMGOMG! ahhhhh~ now for myself, i worked on timing and release. MY TIMING'S MUCH BETTER! so is my release. at least my hand is behind the ball. =) came home. mum found another novel for meeeee! its lovely. i'll be reading the whole night. LOL! came home and yea~ read the novel. made dinner too. that's about it. tomorrow school's gonna reopen man. can't wait! AND YEA! all 4e1 peopleeees, please stay back tomorrow after school! we've got a class video to make! venue will be music room baby! and lastly, i think i'm SO WEAK. mentally. pass few nights have been very painful. crying like some crazy thing. though i don't really know how to explain to anyone. its alright if you all don't get me coz i seriously don't have any intentions of telling it to anyone. =/ i mean. i don't dare to. coz i can't trust. DAMN! that's what i hate most of myself. when i thought through the pass few nights, i realise i don't trust anyone. told no one about what's hurting me and i've always been helping others though i don't know why. sometimes think of it, i feel stupid. LOL! coz i wonder if they do appreciate it. i can't explain laaaaaa. but this thing is bugging me. ah well. smsing some people just makes me feel worse. and others who just don't give a damn. whatever. i need to find a place where my worries can die, my sorrows can drown and my pain to be relieved. but the scars, LOL! i think it'll remain forever. - why is it hurting so deep? -
