Bowlinggg
Monday, July 12, 2010 | 7:33 PM
& the story continues,
in state of shock
struck by lightning
when i opened it,
my tears couldn't help but well in my eyes.
i could not breathe.
was it the words that pierced my heart?
or am i merely thinking too much?
i'm not sure myself.
i want to be there by your side.
i still want to be there by your side.
i really want to be there by your side.
i'm not mad at you
i'm mad at myself
and i think i'm going mad
pretty lost and empty right now
yet its not what i should feel
maybe time would heal
i should stop staring at the ceiling
i'm selfish too.
i'm sorry.
i deny nothing
but doubt everything.