Bowlinggg
Monday, December 13, 2010 | 12:27 AM
& the story continues,
i know i'm not a perfect friend.
but why do you have to keep remindng me of it,
when i'm trying so hard to forget.
and then there's the chain reaction.
everything i know, you know, she knows, he knows.
which makes me scared.
but that's only my suspicion.
hard to explain.
maybe insecure is the word.
but i'm not suppose to feel this way.
sigh.
everything's clashing.
it has to keep going.
one fear is that history might repeat itself.
i'm not hiding.
just fearing that i may lose everything if i don't.
gosh.
am i suppose to be thankful?
your words calm me,
i smile whenever i see them.
they comfort me.
well then, the answer is clear.
most probably.
coz the important thing is, i feel happy. =D
turning and turning
