we send hoping to receive.
but never getting what we wanted.
sometimes, nothing returns.

as we speak of it,
that ache idk how to describe.
the tears flow endlessly.

moving on vs not looking back
not looking back.
coz i'm still stuck at the same spot.

when i think of the times,
they were all happy times.
no, i no longer blame you.
no longer angry.
there's still love. =D

when i see things that reminds me of those times,
i turn to hide those feelings.
suppress them so hard.
that if i see you at that moment,
i'll just turn and run away.

you know how this feels.
it happened to you before.
so why?

that one night.
we cried together.
that hand was comforting.
i'm just so glad to have you by my side.
and you, letting me be by yours.

if you knew then,
what you know now,
you probably wouldn't do it.