its been a long time since i had the urge to blog.
HAHAHA.
good news i guess.
can't wait for bintan trip.
hope everything goes well.

i've said everything that's in my heart.
poured out.
never felt so good.

seems like i got more than what i expected.
worth the wait.

no more sleepless night.
nor saltwater on my pillow.
no waking up in the morning with puffy eyes.
super crazy how life let you try everything.
feel every feeling.
and taste the sweet after bitter.

how awesome is that.
at least for now,
i know what i have.
and i know what i had.

only have two hands to hold my gems.
the fewer, the better.