Reflecting as usual.
Picked up the call.
I was so willing to help.
Then again I keep questioning myself.
Didn't do it sincerely.
My reasons are so flawed.
Which I can't help but to feel that way.
Its not your fault.
Genuinely helping but for all the wrong reasons.
Maybe one day I'll show you.
Not even sure if you'll understand.
For now, its shame on me.

Take one good look and turn away