When there is something to do with the heart,
its tough to control.
When there is something to do with the mind,
its not easy to remain objective.
When there is something to do with the person,
its hard to change.

Seem to be facing all three simultaneously.
Crazy. Insane.
How is a crucial question.
But more importantly, its the who that matters.

Selective hearing.
Selective treatment.
Selective attention.

Feeling like a spoiler. .
Its as if there's no principles within.
Selfish might be the ugliest word to use.
But I can't think of any other word more specific.
I pray for this to pass as quickly as possible.

Saying I can't help it is just an excuse.
Hearing I understand you will not console.
That disgusting thought that's clouded with empty spaces freaks me out.
Some things buried deep within as they have potential to cut.
Cut deep as well.
Its a better choice to leave it in there and let it cut from inside.
It probably sounds psychotic and depressing.

I can't believe there's so many issues I've addressed thus far.
Sigh.

Both sides are indispensable