i get so tired nowadays
feel as if there is no time for anything
barely even do my usual reflections anymore

the pillow looks so inviting
for me to scream into it

just like a choked drain
clogged up with no air
inside there's suffocation

tired, dreary and dull
the face tells it all
it makes no sense to cry out loud
so bury them under instead

feel the sigh, don't hear it
hear the despair, don't see it
see the wrong, don't smell it
smell the pain and feel it

period