feeling left out
disappointed with someone who you treats like a sister
feeling sian coz you thought ou could rely on her
not angry
not pissed
not upset
just disappointed

this is one person that is difficult to console
unable to talk face to face with
feeling all awkward

being truly sorry sometimes just doesn't help
i feel that ache in my heart
i wanna run away yet i know i cannot
if only i had known earlier
if only i made sure
not be so apathetic

did all i can but no, the situation didn't improve
all i can say to others is how bad i feel
that's all
yet i know its not enough

i can only hope things will go right